Yall know I've slacked off talking about the baby makin or lack there of because I was just sooooooooo tired of continued disappointment and even though you guys were so wonderful in not saying it...I knew yall were getting tired too. Even if you never said it.
Well today I had a hysteroscopy. You can figure that one out right? Use your Latin. Scopy...something bout some scope or looking glass. Hystero...female parts fo sho. LOL! So yup, they put me under and went inside my uterus with a scope and looked around.
The most frustrating thing about my brand of infertility has always been that it was labeled as "unexplained." Nothing physically is wrong with me and it should work just fine. Yes, I'm a cancer survivor and it prolly has something to do with that and yes I've had a myomectomy (surgery on my uterus to remove large painful fibroids) but other than that...I should be fine.
Every time I've had an ultrasound (prolly over 30) my doctor has noticed a "white" area on my uterus that he couldn't explain. Recently he began thinking it could be scar tissue which could be blocking all kinds of stuff and causing my embryos not to be able to implant. When he told me yesterday that it's what he was really looking for...I began to feel hopefully optimistic.
Well...I haven't talked to the doctor yet as he left before I woke up, but he told the Robinator that he found a good bit of scar tissue and....drumroll please...HE REMOVED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! He said the area underneath the scar tissue looked good and healthy and he felt REALLY good about it.
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!
This is HUGE for me. Yall...even though I'm still groggy as hell and even though I've been warned that when the drugs wear off Imma be in pain...I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! LIKE ECSTATIC!
This could be it! This could be the problem that has been hindering us from conceiving. This could be the thing that makes it possible for us to become parents the natural way. OHMYGOD! WOW. Just...wow.
No other news I could share with yall could be bigger than this to me. My other potential news just PALES in comparison in my opinion.
Sheesh...I'm so frickin happy I could climb a mountain! Well...soon as I get a cute mountain climbing outfit with boots to match. :)
LOVE YALL!
Monnie
