Maybe you know this already but I'm kinda well known in the infertility community. I have those dang videos on my YouTube channel and well, my journey has been chronicled here on the blog for all the world to see. I feel like everything I've shared is more than enough information because um...erra...it's all there.
Because I'm so warm and fuzzy (SHUT.UP.ALL) folks reach out to me for words of encouragement or to answer questions. I'm cool with answering the questions because it doesn't take much thought but when I'm not feeling all that supercalafragalisticexpialadocious my dang self...it's hard to offer words of encouragement.
Even though I would give you what you need if I was in the mood.
See...all my life's woe's aren't focused on infertility. I got some serious ish going on in other areas of my life that is causing me heart palpitations on the regular so no...my bad mood these days isn't about infertility and yet...it's still difficult for me to pull out my pom poms and do a cheer for you to do what you already know you need to be doing which is DON'T LET INFERTILITY RUIN YOUR LIFE.
Now...I said all that because I have a few fools in my inbox showing their azz right now because I haven't been in the mood to respond to their emails because well...I DO WHAT I WANT! My apologies (note sarcasm) that it seems you haven't cultivated ANY friendships or have ANY family members that you can lean on except some cockeyed azz throwed off azz stranger lady with an imaginery friend on the internet. *BLINK* I have gone above and beyond by posting the information and videos I have posted and I would think that you'd start there if you had something you wanted some guidance on and I was (*GASP*) unavailable. Just click on the link up there that is in bold and says INFERTILITY and all of your questions will be answered. I'm sorry but infertility just isn't on my brain 24/7 and I hope you get to the point in your life soon where it isn't on your brain 24/7 either.
Imma not cuss you out because I know you're hurting. Kinda like that day that woman tried to get at me in the waiting room for filing a hang nail. I gave her azz a pass cuz I know it was the bitch juice (Lupron) talking but I let her know...that shit bet not happen again.
So yeah...don't try and get at ME. I'm here to help.
IN MY OWN.DAMN.TIME.
Have YOU ever been annoyed with someone trying to make you adhere to THEIR schedule when you have your OWN schedule? Have you ever had to remind them that you don't WORK FOR THEM DAMMIT AND THEY AIN'T PAYING NAINH-AINH BILL UP IN YO HOUSE SO THEY NEED...
(Nicer, kinder, gently-er...2010...)