From My Inbox:

I took in my cousin's 3 kids. They are ages 9 10, and 11. She abused them and neglected them. The courts called me and said your cousins are going to foster care, would you like them. No hesitation, I said yes. They did a home study on my house same day and the kids were placed there a few hours later. Now here we are 4 weeks later and I don't want them anymore. I regret this decision. I am 9 weeks pregnant and I have had them for 4 weeks. These kids are truly a product of their environment. They are rough, they fight each other, the lil girl is grown as hell and the boys are little thugs in training-obsessed with gore, violence, and death. My son feels displaced in his home. I gave the girl his smaller room and moved the boys into the guest room with a bunk bed. My son prefers to sleep on my futon in my bedroom which is fine since my husband mostly works overnight. But my baby hardly talks to them because they have nothing in common. And they like to pick on him which you KNOW I nip in the bud immediately.  I want them gone. The next hearing is next week on the 20th. I really feel like telling the judge this but then they will go into the system and possibly be split up. They have emotional issues, anger issues, speech impediments, ADHD, asthma. I am trying to be a mother to them but I swear right now I resent them. My husband feels like they are a blessing. When I talk to him he counters me but I can't deal. I want them gone and my house back to normal. My family here is pretty small and their dad gave up his rights after the baby girl was born. There is literally not a single person in my family or on their dad's side (that I know of) that can take them. I am so tired of this. Your honest advice, comments, thoughts, suggestions are appreciated.