You said yourself...you forgave him once and here you are again. I didn't say much because well...I don't think you wanted me to say anything. So I just listened.
I just watched this video on VH1 Soul and the whole montage of Aretha's man taking the other woman and her kids out was just so jacked up...I thought of you. The words were more powerful than anything I could have ever said to you. So well...maybe give it a listen. Or not. Maybe you feel this way. Or you don't. Maybe you're tired. Or you're not.
Maybe your heart knows you can't be happy in this situation but maybe you keep letting your brain add up pros which aren't really pros at all.
Maybe...just maybe everyone who knows already knows that you're not going to do anything to change anything so they just wish you the best. In whatever way YOU think is best.