I don't like clutter. I'm just like everyone else, however, and sometimes things get stacked up on top of each other. I have a specific clutter area. The area where I sit in the family room, my nightstand (inside and out) and any purse that I'm carrying. At any given time you can look at those areas and they aren't neat. STUFF is spilling over and out and I have to search to find what I need or want. Sometimes I change my mind looking for what I was looking for simply because it required too much work.
So I stop.
And I sit.
And I do nothing.
And the clutter stays in a heap and it disgusts me because I know I can and should do better.
Then...one day it's too much for me and I get up and get a bag, or a box and I dump all the clutter in it. Then, I go through the box and throw away what needs to be thrown away. I put away what needs to be put away and I replace the things that were supposed to be there.
Neatly.
And I feel better. Every time I do this...I feel better. And I KNOW I'll feel better after just as I've known all along as I lived with the clutter.
I have so much to do currently and my mind is so cluttered with thoughts of how I'm going to get it all done. I need to prioritize and sort tasks and I need to get started on this YESTERDAY. My ind is racing with all that I need to do and I don't have many days to do it all and yet...yesterday I hung out on the sofa all day with Jaru doing nothing. I surfed the net and watched back-to-back episodes of "Baby Daddy" on Netflix. I just discovered the show this past weekend and I'm already on Season 3 so yeah...I'm quietly procrastinating knowing that I need to get with the good foot.
And this morning I'm sitting here thinking about options and planning in my mind because the project ahead of me is SO.BIG. and I'm about to go make some stuff happen.
I think.
Any minute now.
Yup...any minute now.
Watch me.
My cluttered mind needs a box.
Totally wish mediating worked for me.
Do you ever have a lot to do but can't get started? Have you ever watched "Baby Daddy?"
